<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6375595063127343605</id><updated>2011-07-08T05:02:41.014-07:00</updated><category term='test'/><category term='kanye west'/><category term='school'/><category term='love'/><category term='Lost'/><title type='text'>McHistory's Corner</title><subtitle type='html'>Here is where I will blog about movies, books, tv shows, music.

And maybe every so often other random thoughts I have</subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6375595063127343605/posts/default?max-results=100'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/'/><link rel='hub' href='http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/'/><author><name>John</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11339483112139875750</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><generator version='7.00' uri='http://www.blogger.com'>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>33</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>100</openSearch:itemsPerPage><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6375595063127343605.post-7275278939932068124</id><published>2010-08-12T17:38:00.001-07:00</published><updated>2010-08-12T17:38:07.251-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Shit?</title><content type='html'>&lt;p class="formspringmeText"&gt;Shit?&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="formspringmeFooter"&gt;    Answer &lt;a href="http://4ms.me/bttIFJ"&gt;here&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6375595063127343605-7275278939932068124?l=lostsilmaril.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/feeds/7275278939932068124/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/2010/08/shit.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6375595063127343605/posts/default/7275278939932068124'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6375595063127343605/posts/default/7275278939932068124'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/2010/08/shit.html' title='Shit?'/><author><name>John</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11339483112139875750</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6375595063127343605.post-6841683713753626037</id><published>2010-07-16T17:40:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2010-07-16T17:40:14.569-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Best album of the year.</title><content type='html'>&lt;iframe align="left" frameborder="0" marginheight="0" marginwidth="0" scrolling="no" src="http://rcm.amazon.com/e/cm?t=hiphop090-20&amp;amp;o=1&amp;amp;p=8&amp;amp;l=bpl&amp;amp;asins=B003KUSUG8&amp;amp;fc1=000000&amp;amp;IS2=1&amp;amp;lt1=_blank&amp;amp;m=amazon&amp;amp;lc1=0000FF&amp;amp;bc1=000000&amp;amp;bg1=FFFFFF&amp;amp;f=ifr" style="height: 245px; padding-right: 10px; padding-top: 5px; width: 131px;"&gt;&lt;/iframe&gt;Best album of the year is undeniably the newest Eminem album &lt;i&gt;Recovery&lt;/i&gt;. This album shows more artistic growth then any of his previous efforts. The level of confidence in his flow and delivery is increased exponentially since his release of the last years &lt;i&gt;Relapse&lt;/i&gt; album.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6375595063127343605-6841683713753626037?l=lostsilmaril.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/feeds/6841683713753626037/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/2010/07/best-album-of-year.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6375595063127343605/posts/default/6841683713753626037'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6375595063127343605/posts/default/6841683713753626037'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' 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src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6375595063127343605.post-8562283250803977421</id><published>2010-01-20T20:15:00.001-08:00</published><updated>2010-01-20T20:15:47.944-08:00</updated><title type='text'>formspring.me</title><content type='html'>    &lt;p class="formspringmeQuestion"&gt;        &lt;strong&gt;If you were stranded on a desert island after a plane crash, what color shirt would you be wearing and why?&lt;/strong&gt;     &lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="formspringmeAnswer"&gt;Blue its my favorite color and its not red.&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="formspringmeQuestion"&gt;        &lt;strong&gt;Iron Man or Sawyer? &lt;/strong&gt;     &lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="formspringmeAnswer"&gt;Well seeing as someone bought me an Iron Man coloring book and cause of said person I want shrapnel in my heart... Sawyer&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="formspringmeFooter"&gt;    &lt;a href="http://formspring.me/MCHistory"&gt;Ask me anything&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6375595063127343605-8562283250803977421?l=lostsilmaril.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/feeds/8562283250803977421/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/2010/01/formspringme_20.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6375595063127343605/posts/default/8562283250803977421'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6375595063127343605/posts/default/8562283250803977421'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/2010/01/formspringme_20.html' title='formspring.me'/><author><name>John</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11339483112139875750</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6375595063127343605.post-7237022238471388077</id><published>2010-01-20T20:07:00.001-08:00</published><updated>2010-01-20T20:07:39.140-08:00</updated><title type='text'>formspring.me</title><content type='html'>Ask me anything &lt;a href="http://formspring.me/MCHistory" target="_blank"&gt;http://formspring.me/MCHistory&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6375595063127343605-7237022238471388077?l=lostsilmaril.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/feeds/7237022238471388077/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/2010/01/formspringme.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6375595063127343605/posts/default/7237022238471388077'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6375595063127343605/posts/default/7237022238471388077'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/2010/01/formspringme.html' title='formspring.me'/><author><name>John</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11339483112139875750</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6375595063127343605.post-8642695026784728834</id><published>2010-01-08T05:39:00.001-08:00</published><updated>2010-01-08T05:39:59.034-08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Lost'/><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>     &lt;div xmlns='http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml'&gt;&lt;p&gt;	Its coming down to crunch time now. Its about a month until the premire of Lost. The final season. In about a month answers will finally start to be revealed to us. I can only hope that these answers aren't total bullshit and ruin the show for me. There are certian things on this show that I also dont want explained. I dont want to know why Richard is ageless. I just want him to be the ageless advisor to the Others. Now who are the Others? Thats a big thing that I want to know. What purpose do they have on the island. How much of a bastard is Widmore?&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;	As the show comes closer to ending I also cant help but wonder who from the show will have a career most Lost? Of course Michael Emerson will. Terry O'Quinn will continue to act. Who else though? I bet we'll also see work from Josh Holloway. Especially after the HUGE HUGE HUGE improvement in his acting during season 5. Like holy effing hell. Dude got so much better. He fucking stole season 5.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;	I'm not looking overly forward to see whats happened to Sawyer since Juliet  fell. We could see at the end of the Incident he was was a broken shell of a humanbeing. Im really looking foward to see what happens with his character. And rather or not he blames Dr Jack Ass. Yeah lets throw a bomb down a hole hoping to erase time cause you ruined your relationship with a total tramp. Makes total sense.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/div&gt;   &lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6375595063127343605-8642695026784728834?l=lostsilmaril.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/feeds/8642695026784728834/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/2010/01/its-coming-down-to-crunch-time-now.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6375595063127343605/posts/default/8642695026784728834'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6375595063127343605/posts/default/8642695026784728834'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/2010/01/its-coming-down-to-crunch-time-now.html' title=''/><author><name>John</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11339483112139875750</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6375595063127343605.post-6300623402525017426</id><published>2010-01-06T06:58:00.001-08:00</published><updated>2010-01-06T06:58:37.796-08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='test'/><title type='text'>Checking this out</title><content type='html'>     &lt;div xmlns='http://www.w3.org/1999/xhtml'&gt;&lt;p&gt;	So I discovered this thing called postling. Its supposed to update all my blogs and the such at once. So this blog post is just testing it. I hope it works. We'll see.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/div&gt;   &lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6375595063127343605-6300623402525017426?l=lostsilmaril.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/feeds/6300623402525017426/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/2010/01/checking-this-out.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6375595063127343605/posts/default/6300623402525017426'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6375595063127343605/posts/default/6300623402525017426'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/2010/01/checking-this-out.html' title='Checking this out'/><author><name>John</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11339483112139875750</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6375595063127343605.post-8843528644771605085</id><published>2009-12-25T13:36:00.001-08:00</published><updated>2009-12-25T13:37:28.135-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;input id="gwProxy" type="hidden"&gt;&lt;!--Session data--&gt;&lt;input onclick="jsCall();" id="jsProxy" type="hidden"&gt;&lt;div id="refHTML"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6375595063127343605-8843528644771605085?l=lostsilmaril.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/feeds/8843528644771605085/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/2009/12/blog-post.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6375595063127343605/posts/default/8843528644771605085'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6375595063127343605/posts/default/8843528644771605085'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/2009/12/blog-post.html' title=''/><author><name>John</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11339483112139875750</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6375595063127343605.post-5661743887644993960</id><published>2009-12-20T13:28:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2009-12-20T14:07:51.205-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>I'm midway through my rewatch of Lost. Season two anyway. This is my 4th rewatch of season 2 I believe. Am I obsessed? I would say so. But its still all good. I think that I'm not going to get bdubbs tonight. Isnt that crazy? Instead im making Buffalo Chicken Pizza. Do I have an addiction? Oh. I'd say so. I guess I'm just an easily addicted person lol. When this disc is over I'm going to pop in the movie &lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;Whatever Happened to Baby Jane&lt;/span&gt;. I'm hoping its good. Then when the movie over I might even be Blog crazy and post a review on it. Wouldn't that shit be crazy? I'd like to think so.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;After that tonight I'm going to try and get more reading done, or maybe even write more of my novel.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;input id="gwProxy" type="hidden"&gt;&lt;!--Session data--&gt;&lt;input onclick="jsCall();" id="jsProxy" type="hidden"&gt;&lt;div id="refHTML"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6375595063127343605-5661743887644993960?l=lostsilmaril.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/feeds/5661743887644993960/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/2009/12/im-midway-through-my-rewatch-of-lost.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6375595063127343605/posts/default/5661743887644993960'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6375595063127343605/posts/default/5661743887644993960'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/2009/12/im-midway-through-my-rewatch-of-lost.html' title=''/><author><name>John</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11339483112139875750</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6375595063127343605.post-7283847425882578280</id><published>2009-12-07T14:54:00.001-08:00</published><updated>2009-12-07T14:54:22.939-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Going to krogers at 6pm to buy egg salad constitute rock bottom?&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6375595063127343605-7283847425882578280?l=lostsilmaril.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/feeds/7283847425882578280/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/2009/12/going-to-krogers-at-6pm-to-buy-egg.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6375595063127343605/posts/default/7283847425882578280'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6375595063127343605/posts/default/7283847425882578280'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/2009/12/going-to-krogers-at-6pm-to-buy-egg.html' title=''/><author><name>John</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11339483112139875750</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6375595063127343605.post-5481608254084488793</id><published>2009-11-25T23:50:00.015-08:00</published><updated>2009-11-25T23:50:23.382-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>help me. Its funny im writing this thing on my cell phone instead of on a computer or anything like that.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6375595063127343605-5481608254084488793?l=lostsilmaril.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/feeds/5481608254084488793/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/2009/11/help-me.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6375595063127343605/posts/default/5481608254084488793'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6375595063127343605/posts/default/5481608254084488793'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/2009/11/help-me.html' title=''/><author><name>John</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11339483112139875750</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6375595063127343605.post-3152220463414973721</id><published>2009-11-25T23:50:00.013-08:00</published><updated>2009-11-25T23:50:20.988-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>eel so lonely during them. Im tired of being lonely. Its such a bummer. I just want to be happy again. I should vent into this blog more often. It mmight&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6375595063127343605-3152220463414973721?l=lostsilmaril.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/feeds/3152220463414973721/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/2009/11/eel-so-lonely-during-them.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6375595063127343605/posts/default/3152220463414973721'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6375595063127343605/posts/default/3152220463414973721'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/2009/11/eel-so-lonely-during-them.html' title=''/><author><name>John</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11339483112139875750</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6375595063127343605.post-3805800789135292904</id><published>2009-11-25T23:50:00.011-08:00</published><updated>2009-11-25T23:50:17.904-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>y. The happiest Ive been in my entire life. I think it can still get back there. Well see though. I really hate the holidays in someways. I just always f&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6375595063127343605-3805800789135292904?l=lostsilmaril.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/feeds/3805800789135292904/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/2009/11/y.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6375595063127343605/posts/default/3805800789135292904'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6375595063127343605/posts/default/3805800789135292904'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/2009/11/y.html' title=''/><author><name>John</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11339483112139875750</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6375595063127343605.post-3087250129756578236</id><published>2009-11-25T23:50:00.009-08:00</published><updated>2009-11-25T23:50:14.375-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>eems recently Ive been focusing on the bad. Its really unfortunate. I just miss things. When they were more normal for me. A few months ago I was so happ&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6375595063127343605-3087250129756578236?l=lostsilmaril.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/feeds/3087250129756578236/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/2009/11/eems-recently-ive-been-focusing-on-bad.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6375595063127343605/posts/default/3087250129756578236'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6375595063127343605/posts/default/3087250129756578236'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/2009/11/eems-recently-ive-been-focusing-on-bad.html' title=''/><author><name>John</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11339483112139875750</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6375595063127343605.post-5541580816346524701</id><published>2009-11-25T23:50:00.007-08:00</published><updated>2009-11-25T23:50:12.286-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>I cant fail It again. I just really miss being happy. I want to be happy again. I mean I still have some things in my life that make me happy. It just s&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6375595063127343605-5541580816346524701?l=lostsilmaril.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/feeds/5541580816346524701/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/2009/11/i-cant-fail-it-again.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6375595063127343605/posts/default/5541580816346524701'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6375595063127343605/posts/default/5541580816346524701'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/2009/11/i-cant-fail-it-again.html' title=''/><author><name>John</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11339483112139875750</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6375595063127343605.post-1079128884404756647</id><published>2009-11-25T23:50:00.005-08:00</published><updated>2009-11-25T23:50:09.828-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>dy. Im 22 there is no reason I should be THIS much of a loser. I need to apply my self next quarter hardcore. Im scared of math. Math class terrifies me.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6375595063127343605-1079128884404756647?l=lostsilmaril.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/feeds/1079128884404756647/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/2009/11/dy.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6375595063127343605/posts/default/1079128884404756647'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6375595063127343605/posts/default/1079128884404756647'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/2009/11/dy.html' title=''/><author><name>John</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11339483112139875750</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6375595063127343605.post-4383183822268783532</id><published>2009-11-25T23:50:00.003-08:00</published><updated>2009-11-25T23:50:06.927-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>h it pass me by. My drinking was probabaly only to switch things up. Even that got to be a habit. An as usual thing. I need to get my shit together alrea&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6375595063127343605-4383183822268783532?l=lostsilmaril.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/feeds/4383183822268783532/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/2009/11/h-it-pass-me-by.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6375595063127343605/posts/default/4383183822268783532'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6375595063127343605/posts/default/4383183822268783532'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/2009/11/h-it-pass-me-by.html' title=''/><author><name>John</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11339483112139875750</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6375595063127343605.post-6495829647379196228</id><published>2009-11-25T23:50:00.001-08:00</published><updated>2009-11-25T23:50:03.105-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>ngle thing has changed. Its awesome. I love it. Not really. I feel like im in a motherfucking time globe. I see time move around me. But I stand and watc&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6375595063127343605-6495829647379196228?l=lostsilmaril.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/feeds/6495829647379196228/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/2009/11/ngle-thing-has-changed.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6375595063127343605/posts/default/6495829647379196228'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6375595063127343605/posts/default/6495829647379196228'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/2009/11/ngle-thing-has-changed.html' title=''/><author><name>John</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11339483112139875750</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6375595063127343605.post-1039491443382430959</id><published>2009-11-25T23:49:00.007-08:00</published><updated>2009-11-25T23:49:59.667-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>em. But it seems im always angry and depressed. I need to do something new with my life. Ive been doing the exact same thing for four years now. Not a si&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6375595063127343605-1039491443382430959?l=lostsilmaril.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/feeds/1039491443382430959/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/2009/11/em.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6375595063127343605/posts/default/1039491443382430959'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6375595063127343605/posts/default/1039491443382430959'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/2009/11/em.html' title=''/><author><name>John</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11339483112139875750</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6375595063127343605.post-1110776269671956524</id><published>2009-11-25T23:49:00.005-08:00</published><updated>2009-11-25T23:49:57.108-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>s being happy. I really do. Im not one of those people who enjoys being angry all the fucking time. I prefer to be happy. Id much rather be Blu then emin&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6375595063127343605-1110776269671956524?l=lostsilmaril.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/feeds/1110776269671956524/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/2009/11/s-being-happy.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6375595063127343605/posts/default/1110776269671956524'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6375595063127343605/posts/default/1110776269671956524'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/2009/11/s-being-happy.html' title=''/><author><name>John</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11339483112139875750</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6375595063127343605.post-3190698388632087433</id><published>2009-11-25T23:49:00.003-08:00</published><updated>2009-11-25T23:49:54.095-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>ntain friendships. Im just going to wind up an angry miserable old man. A real life carnation of scrooge mcduck. I dont like being angry like this. I mis&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6375595063127343605-3190698388632087433?l=lostsilmaril.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/feeds/3190698388632087433/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/2009/11/ntain-friendships.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6375595063127343605/posts/default/3190698388632087433'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6375595063127343605/posts/default/3190698388632087433'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/2009/11/ntain-friendships.html' title=''/><author><name>John</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11339483112139875750</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6375595063127343605.post-5359739406051809122</id><published>2009-11-25T23:49:00.001-08:00</published><updated>2009-11-25T23:49:50.489-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Im getting old. Im getting tired. Im too old to hate everything but I do. Everything on this earth pisses me off these days. No fucking wonder I cant mai&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6375595063127343605-5359739406051809122?l=lostsilmaril.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/feeds/5359739406051809122/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/2009/11/im-getting-old.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6375595063127343605/posts/default/5359739406051809122'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6375595063127343605/posts/default/5359739406051809122'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/2009/11/im-getting-old.html' title=''/><author><name>John</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11339483112139875750</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6375595063127343605.post-2351156329681006267</id><published>2009-11-14T14:26:00.001-08:00</published><updated>2009-11-14T14:26:06.315-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Would you rather be a jedi or a wizard?&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6375595063127343605-2351156329681006267?l=lostsilmaril.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/feeds/2351156329681006267/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/2009/11/would-you-rather-be-jedi-or-wizard.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6375595063127343605/posts/default/2351156329681006267'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6375595063127343605/posts/default/2351156329681006267'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/2009/11/would-you-rather-be-jedi-or-wizard.html' title=''/><author><name>John</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11339483112139875750</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6375595063127343605.post-5571493005968340763</id><published>2009-10-25T15:22:00.001-07:00</published><updated>2009-10-25T15:22:52.425-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Quick update. Just reading my history book. Getting caught up. This homie is really really behind tho. Not good. No sleep for a while I take it. Oh well. I did it to my own self. :)&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6375595063127343605-5571493005968340763?l=lostsilmaril.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/feeds/5571493005968340763/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/2009/10/quick-update.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6375595063127343605/posts/default/5571493005968340763'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6375595063127343605/posts/default/5571493005968340763'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/2009/10/quick-update.html' title=''/><author><name>John</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11339483112139875750</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6375595063127343605.post-7892855187452648174</id><published>2009-10-22T16:21:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-10-22T17:02:55.073-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='kanye west'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='school'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='love'/><title type='text'>Streetlights</title><content type='html'>&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_ZIXIHotSZuk/SuDyYRg1omI/AAAAAAAAAAM/77iVmdbdqZc/s1600-h/Snapshot_20091020_9.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_ZIXIHotSZuk/SuDyYRg1omI/AAAAAAAAAAM/77iVmdbdqZc/s320/Snapshot_20091020_9.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5395578852421771874" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hey you guys. How are you all doing? Today has been a bizarre day for me. A very long one. Ive gotten a lot of homework done. I still have more to do. But I really need a break. My brain is on overload right now. It is my fault. I let myself get behind. Don't panic tho. I'll get it taken care of. I need to get this school shit taken care of. I need to be done with it already. Im so tired of school and I need to get a big kid job.  I need to be able to take care of people that I care about.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The only CD I've really been listening to recently has been 808s &amp;amp; Heartbreak. This album is so damn good. I know its almost a year old now. But its still growing on me to this day. It really is Kanye's best CD. I'm not sure what my favorite song on the album is currently. I've been listening to Street Lights a lot . Its so epic. The whole CD is really epic. The whole stripped down beats is one of the things I like so much about it. Kanye's usual style is the full pieced together beats. This album not so much. Love Lockdown has to be one of the sickest beats ever. The fact its like just a bassline and some sick drums.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Sometimes I feel like I'm losing my mind. I'm doing what I can to not go crazy. I really need to make some tea. Lol. That shit helps to soothe me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I swear though. I'm so in love. I didn't know somebody could be this in love. I truly mean that.  This girl means everything to me. I really mean that. She is my best friend in the entire world. I've never cared about anyone even close to as much as I care about her. Its funny I can be totally down in the dumps but a 15second phone call from her can turn that all around. I've always known that I loved her. I didn't really realize just how much I truly did until a few weeks ago. The thought that something had happened to her. Jesus. I've never been so scared in my entire life. It really sucks that she's so stressed out by this school quarter. I know it'll get better. My heart believes in it. It really does. This is true love. I just know it. :) Its the kind of thing Desmond and Penny are jealous of. And wish they could attain (yes there is my Lost reference)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'm currently downloading software to make rap beats. And writing a song. If the software works the way I need it to there'll be a song done by me. Hopefully before bed time. I'm not sure how private the song is going to be.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You'll all get a taste of my hip-hop soon. I may not be the best rapper ever. I'd like to believe that i am better then Tony Yayo. LOl.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;There is my picture in my Kanye glasses&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Seems like street lights glowing happen to be like moment passing in front of me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;John&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;input id="gwProxy" type="hidden"&gt;&lt;!--Session data--&gt;&lt;input onclick="jsCall();" id="jsProxy" type="hidden"&gt;&lt;div id="refHTML"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6375595063127343605-7892855187452648174?l=lostsilmaril.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/feeds/7892855187452648174/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/2009/10/streetlights.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6375595063127343605/posts/default/7892855187452648174'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6375595063127343605/posts/default/7892855187452648174'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/2009/10/streetlights.html' title='Streetlights'/><author><name>John</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11339483112139875750</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_ZIXIHotSZuk/SuDyYRg1omI/AAAAAAAAAAM/77iVmdbdqZc/s72-c/Snapshot_20091020_9.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6375595063127343605.post-3629644313860478729</id><published>2009-10-21T06:04:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-10-21T06:34:37.606-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Wed</title><content type='html'>Hey guys. Im writing between classes. Specificaly i'm waiting for history. This has been a long week. A very long week. Good news however I haven't drank any alcohol. Maybe absurd amounts of tea. I mean truly absurd amounts of tea. But oh well it helps to keep healthy and shit I suppose.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;300 Bars and Runnin' really has to be one of the best diss songs of all time. Game says some realyl mean shit in it. And there is nothing I enjoy more than a mean rapper. Lol. Is that wrong? By far the best part of the whole song is&lt;br /&gt;"Bitches only for your shit just a lil bit&lt;br /&gt;Niggaz only for your shit just a lil bit&lt;br /&gt;On my album 50 helped me just a lil bit&lt;br /&gt;Only on two songs, now back to some killer shit"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;How can you hear that and not laugh? I know I do.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'm trying to stay as optomistic not exactly the easiet thing ever. But it the best idea. I got another pair of Kanyezzy glasses. This pair is glow in the dark unlike my previous pair which were just white. I really miss that pair. Oh well. Im thinking about doing some crazy shit to my hair again or doing something crazy. I also need to kick school back into high gear and that damn history book and read and the paper written. And kick psych into high gear. I guess its good that I'm off work tomorrow and school I can use that time to catch up. And study for psych. I will destroy the rest of this quarter.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I cant wait to get next quarter scheduled. Is it bad Im partially basing it on being able to watch Lost when its on? OK yes i suppose it is. But lets be honest with ourselves.  If I had class when the final season was going on I'd skip. I wish it wasnt true. But it is. Ive just plain old invested far too much time into this fucking show to now know what the hell is going on.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And besides next quarter is going to suck. Its going to suck more then Tara Reid and Linsday Lohan at a competetive blowjob convention.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I have to  take math and science and God only knows what else. I'll be lucky if I dont stab myself in the eye. With a sharpie. And that would suck. A lot. I bet I'd be in a lot of pain. And I dont like pain.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I should work on my novel for the bare minimum of 30 minutes a day.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Good ideas? Bad ideas? Let me know.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;One Love&lt;br /&gt;John&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;PS expect more later today&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6375595063127343605-3629644313860478729?l=lostsilmaril.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/feeds/3629644313860478729/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/2009/10/wed.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6375595063127343605/posts/default/3629644313860478729'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6375595063127343605/posts/default/3629644313860478729'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/2009/10/wed.html' title='Wed'/><author><name>John</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11339483112139875750</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6375595063127343605.post-4067611791564982807</id><published>2009-10-04T18:14:00.001-07:00</published><updated>2009-10-14T11:12:01.688-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Well its back to blogging. I guess. I have lots of time on my hands. So I figure this would be a good way to make use it. Esp now that I twitter all the time. Twitter my friends is the greatest thing ever. Why is this? Its a simple way to keep people up to date with what I'm doing. And I know all of you care about that. Cause lets face it. There aren't many people who are more fly then I am. I'm a pretty fly ass mother fucker.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Back in school again. That's a good thing isn't? For those of you who don't know. I'm a history major. What am I going to do with it? Who the fuck knows. To be fair though who really knows what the fuck they're going to do with their degree anyway? My guess nobody actually knows what they want to do with their degree. And if you do well good for you.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So what am I up to? I guess I'm drinking tea and listening to music. Procrastinating doing my history. It is all the way out in my car! That's a good reason for me not doing it? Right. Yeah not really. But I still have time to get all of this down. I know I can handle it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I need to get more focused on writing my novel and for my rap album. To be honest I just need to get more focused on all sorts of things. Recently Ive been so scattered brain I have no idea what the hell's going on.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ive been so tense all day, however Ive finally started to calm down and loosen up now that I'm drinking tea (Tension tamer) and listening to hip-hop. And truthfully hip-hop is such a better genre of music then all of you even understand. I have such a nice variety on it. Even though I'll be the first to admit it needs to be expanded even more. Recently since late August really Ive been listening to a lot of Wu. It started a lot to be getting myself pumped for &lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;Only Built for Cuban Linx... Pt II&lt;/span&gt;. However unfortunately I never got myself a retail copy of that CD.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Speaking of CDs that more you can expect to see on this Blog. At least once or twice a week you can expect to see a CD review from me. Generally it wont be new music. Cause this year has been shitacualar. However you'll get some reviews and see what specific things I like in music what specific aspects of rap I really like or whatever kind of music I'm listening to.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You can also expect to see some of rap lyrics. Its that super-hero rap shit.  I hope you like it, and you don't. You don't. These words that I write can go in so many different ways. Some might move you and some might offend you. If you are offended, deal with it. I don't give a fuck.&lt;br /&gt;In the immortal words of Dr Dre "I don't even know who the fuck you are tell you to suck my dick while pissing"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;John&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6375595063127343605-4067611791564982807?l=lostsilmaril.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/feeds/4067611791564982807/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/2009/10/well-its-back-to-blogging.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6375595063127343605/posts/default/4067611791564982807'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6375595063127343605/posts/default/4067611791564982807'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://lostsilmaril.blogspot.com/2009/10/well-its-back-to-blogging.html' title=''/><author><name>John</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11339483112139875750</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry></feed>
