help me. Its funny im writing this thing on my cell phone instead of on a computer or anything like that.

eel so lonely during them. Im tired of being lonely. Its such a bummer. I just want to be happy again. I should vent into this blog more often. It mmight

y. The happiest Ive been in my entire life. I think it can still get back there. Well see though. I really hate the holidays in someways. I just always f

eems recently Ive been focusing on the bad. Its really unfortunate. I just miss things. When they were more normal for me. A few months ago I was so happ

I cant fail It again. I just really miss being happy. I want to be happy again. I mean I still have some things in my life that make me happy. It just s

dy. Im 22 there is no reason I should be THIS much of a loser. I need to apply my self next quarter hardcore. Im scared of math. Math class terrifies me.

h it pass me by. My drinking was probabaly only to switch things up. Even that got to be a habit. An as usual thing. I need to get my shit together alrea

ngle thing has changed. Its awesome. I love it. Not really. I feel like im in a motherfucking time globe. I see time move around me. But I stand and watc

em. But it seems im always angry and depressed. I need to do something new with my life. Ive been doing the exact same thing for four years now. Not a si

s being happy. I really do. Im not one of those people who enjoys being angry all the fucking time. I prefer to be happy. Id much rather be Blu then emin

ntain friendships. Im just going to wind up an angry miserable old man. A real life carnation of scrooge mcduck. I dont like being angry like this. I mis

Im getting old. Im getting tired. Im too old to hate everything but I do. Everything on this earth pisses me off these days. No fucking wonder I cant mai

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